I recently recorded footage for a YouTube video… I couldn't figure out what it was that I didn't like about this video. What stopped me from editing that video then uploading it?
Fear. Of judgement, of failure, of success, of being seen.
I've decided these programs no longer exist in my reality.
I decide this gets to be easy. The more authentic I am, the more magnetic I am.
Part of being authentic is sharing parts of me I've been judging myself for.
I'm a bit messy and chaotic. I have 2 sketchbooks I'm going back and forth between (with a third one closed under a box of 💅) . I have alcohol markers in the shoebox and a black and gray set. I'm also using regular markers.
Nail file and cotton ball from me doing my nails, and more markers.Oh and then you see my ipad is set up for when I want to switch over to digital. Haha I need a better system for my art creating to flow better. The easier I make it sit and create, the more I will do it. So that's my goal. :)
Do you have any insights or thoughts? I will share what kind of organization I've come up with in a future post. :)